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Published by Ricardo and Isabel Nirenberg since 1998
Two weeks before she died
          she said it was all going
          to hell in a handbasket
          when, distracted by work,
          I neglected to blanket her cold toes
          as she lay on her sickcouch
          while I studied my computer
          as though it was a normal day.
The same phrase struggled
          to escape parched lips when,
          with one week left, they told us
          nothing more could be done.
          Dredged up from who knows where,
          maybe something her mum said
          when at thirteen she was caught
          smoking Dunhills in the backyard.
With one day left speech was not possible.
          They said I should talk to you,
          that you could hear me,
          but I didn't believe them.
          I forced out some last words
          but there was nothing left to say
          except that hell had a new handbasket.
We tease low-key charms,
          cheer Rio's goal, then crisp
          gray peanuts.
Wry script, ease sin:
          Amin toes, Hun knee,
          bun cheese,
          a vote's puff defeat.
Ah, mental light
          rays in bran.
Random island off the coast of Maine
          as rocky as it was sandy
          chosen because the vowels
          outlettered the consonants.
A single place to stay and eat
          offering little more than
          a creaky bicycle and a rusty porch; 
          the other guests complaining that
          there was just one ferry a day
          and nothing to do.
But for us there were blueberries
          that needed to be tamed
          freed from captor bushes
          and trapped in makeshift containers
          of hats and scarves
          only to be dropped or crushed
          before they could be preserved.
There were stars that had waited
          several billion years to be joined
          into constellations of our own making:
          Mabel the ambidextrous seamstress
          with her pet foxhound Bert
          playing with a loose thread;
          Harry the unwell hippopotamus
          lolling at a watering hole
          with Preston the oxpecker on his back.
There was weather to be ignored,
          cumulus turning to nimbus,
          and the sky darkening to fudge
          while we admired a beaver dam
          until we were unable to see; 
          the wind blindly pelting drops
          against our faces.
There was a ride that needed to be offered
          from a car that appeared
          in the mist of the deluge
          on an otherwise carless day.
Does that driver still tell his friends,
          as I do mine, how, thirty years ago,
          he rescued careless wanderers
          from a disregarded downpour?
Michael Olenick lives in Brooklyn with his daughter, son, and wife's ashes. He had a promising start with a story appearing in Journeys: Prose by Children of the English-Speaking World when he was ten and then put writing aside to focus on the usual sensible adult things. Since his wife's death, his inner English major has awakened and he has started writing again as a way to forget and not to forget. His poems have recently appeared or are about to appear in Euphony Journal and These Fragile Lilacs.